Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Is Blogging for me?

Most of my life, I have dreamed of writing.  I love to write.  I have found it to be one of my strengths.  In my career, I have used my writing abilities and I am proud of the work I have done. 

In relationships, my writing has helped me to communicate especially when I have something difficult to say.  Because it is sometimes difficult for me to communicate verbally, the written word has been a tool I have used to express myself to my loved ones. 

Sometimes I write letters but never send them.  The unsent letters are a way to vent or express my feelings silently.  They are also a way to analyze the way I feel before I do or say something I might reqret.  Perhaps my personal writing is a crutch but I think of it as cheap therapy! 

So one would think that blogging would just be natural for me.  I have contemplated blogging for some time now.  So why have I been relunctant.  One word:  Exposure

Exposing my personal feelings to an audience is scary to me.  It makes me feel vulnerable.  It makes me feel naked! 

However, here I am... inspired by one of my dear lifelong friends, I am ready to give it a try.  I may start off slow, my blogs may start out impersonal, my audience may be small, but I'm going to give it a try.  And with every entry, I hope to grow.  With every entry, I hope to find my voice.  And ultimately, I hope those who take the time to read my blogs, might find them somewhat entertaining and perhaps be inspired to start their own blog. 

And so, let Regiflections begin.